2020 looked so optimistic...now what does it hold?
Just like so many of you, 2020 has become the ever irritating storm that never ends. When a bit of light looks like it will shine through, another gust of wind hits and more dark clouds blow in. It's been a rollercoaster of emotions...most of which I can't seem to comprehend.
When 2020 started, I set major goals, hopes, and expectations for this year..and it did start out fine. Then March hit, and suddenly my kiddos 1 week spring break turned into what feels like a forever at home distance learning model...I am not meant to be a teacher. I butt heads with my kiddos, especially Brexdon so badly. Everyday is a battle to accomplish anything. I keep hoping and praying that distance learning will be over sooner than the "last day of school". I really don't think I can do this another month. And my kids don't want to either. We would much rather spend our days playing outside.
All of our days seem to blend together and I have no idea what happened to April. Seems like the tiniest of blips I guess.
Though even through these tough times where it feels like I never get a break or some "me" time, I have also found great joy. I have been able to see my children interact together and strengthen their friendships. I have watched my baby learn how to walk with (too much) help from his siblings. I have seen my children's excitement at Bennett learning to walk. We have had a lot more quality family time that we might not have otherwise gotten due to an earlier bedtime because the bus came so early. We have been having morning family cuddles, and adventures outside.
Everyday is different. Some are good and some are extremely rough, but I do believe we will come out of this better and as a stronger family unit.
Parents, we can do this. Just remember to give yourself grace. We are all struggling, but we are all survivors....including our kids who are struggling to comprehend this situation too.
When 2020 started, I set major goals, hopes, and expectations for this year..and it did start out fine. Then March hit, and suddenly my kiddos 1 week spring break turned into what feels like a forever at home distance learning model...I am not meant to be a teacher. I butt heads with my kiddos, especially Brexdon so badly. Everyday is a battle to accomplish anything. I keep hoping and praying that distance learning will be over sooner than the "last day of school". I really don't think I can do this another month. And my kids don't want to either. We would much rather spend our days playing outside.
All of our days seem to blend together and I have no idea what happened to April. Seems like the tiniest of blips I guess.
Though even through these tough times where it feels like I never get a break or some "me" time, I have also found great joy. I have been able to see my children interact together and strengthen their friendships. I have watched my baby learn how to walk with (too much) help from his siblings. I have seen my children's excitement at Bennett learning to walk. We have had a lot more quality family time that we might not have otherwise gotten due to an earlier bedtime because the bus came so early. We have been having morning family cuddles, and adventures outside.
Everyday is different. Some are good and some are extremely rough, but I do believe we will come out of this better and as a stronger family unit.
Parents, we can do this. Just remember to give yourself grace. We are all struggling, but we are all survivors....including our kids who are struggling to comprehend this situation too.
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