2020 looked so optimistic...now what does it hold?

Just like so many of you, 2020 has become the ever irritating storm that never ends. When a bit of light looks like it will shine through, another gust of wind hits and more dark clouds blow in. It's been a rollercoaster of emotions...most of which I can't seem to comprehend. When 2020 started, I set major goals, hopes, and expectations for this year..and it did start out fine. Then March hit, and suddenly my kiddos 1 week spring break turned into what feels like a forever at home distance learning model...I am not meant to be a teacher. I butt heads with my kiddos, especially Brexdon so badly. Everyday is a battle to accomplish anything. I keep hoping and praying that distance learning will be over sooner than the "last day of school". I really don't think I can do this another month. And my kids don't want to either. We would much rather spend our days playing outside. All of our days seem to blend together and I have no idea what happened to April. Se...